Saturday, November 28, 2009

3 days 2 night in pg

MUMMY , AUNT & GRANDMA

Came to Penang for visit me !
* No pictures , sorry
   But only with words.

They
decided to visit me in last minute
as my aunt not sure that whether she can get
off day from her boss or not.

First night,
stayed at Evergreen Laurel Hotel.
We went Prangin Mall for shopping and
dinner at newland.
Night time,
we went to batu ferrighi for a 'look'.

The next day,
early in the morning,
we went for dim sum that located opposite KDU college.
Then,
I brought them for a tour in my college.
After that,
we went for Kek Lok Shi.
The last visit they had was
about ten years before,
so they found out that now
it was really different from last time.
Then,
we had the famous laksa in Ayer Itam.
Taste great!
Then,
headed back to gurney.
Shopping again !

Went for Sakae Sushi for high tea
and Gurney Drive for dinner.
Damn so many people!

They sleep at my place ~
We was chit-chatting before sleep.

3rd day,
had breakfast in Pulau Tikus
while
lunch in New World Park in
one chinese restaurant.
Send them back to ferry terminal,
waved my hand and said good bye.

I miss them so much!
I really appreciate that they are always there
for me (:
I love you mama, aunt, grandma
and my family !

*No one else can
stay in my heart,
except you all !

Sunday, November 22, 2009

I shall get more rest

SICK .
Hope to get recover soon,
Papa although i was not feeling well,
but still i will wait you there.

No matter how hard or difficult will be,
i will try my very best to you!

NO MORE SICK

Feeling well soon (:
Good nite & stay happy

* When i really try my very best,
the result will not upset me.
In my mind,
I believe if you would not give up that easy,
you will get the result that you want,
why?
You believe in yourself that nothing is impossible.

There's a Hero Lies In Me

In my heart, there is always a Hero ...
The Hero was in my heart since for so long.
He give me motivation to move on.
He give me strength and energy.

So when i feel like hope is gone,
i will look inside my heart and be strong,
as i will finally see him that he was lies with me.

He was always my bright star,
he will always be the one i care the most.
I really so appreciate that god give him to me.
I will try my very very best to love him
and stay with him until the end of my day.

Good luck for tomorrow marathon!
I will wait you in the final point.
I love you , papa!
Take good care, you're the Hero that lies in me...

Friday, November 6, 2009

Take good care and rest well

Not enough sleep for this few days.
So tired. Later still wanna hang out with frens until midnight lol
But at least they accompany me when i'm not happy.
They playing important roles to cheer me up !

Tommorrow gonna sleep until evening to cover back.
Since i have not working.
Rest well (:

Dress up and make up done now.
Waiting for her to fetch me.
Worry about myself that did i really need someone to assist me always?
Ohs my. Can i cheer myself up?
Sure of course, by shopping!
After shopping, everything will be forgoted hehe
Hmm but since my fren so so so good wanna cheer me,
so save money save time and save energy * for myself

Bye and good night.
Sweet dream and sleep tight!
Muackx ~

Thursday, November 5, 2009

It's November

I choose the path way that less people took.
I choose to be someone that really ' wow '.
The journey begin.
I need to move forward with double step and energy.
No regret no tears no even a word that show it was harsh.

Proud to be me.
Proud to have dreams, proud to have everything i had.
I have a deep breath and thought this few day.
I don't want to be regret.
God must always notice about me.
Because when each time,
I was in a 'stuck' condition,
He will show me the right way where i suppose to go.

It's November again.
I will not forget last year, what happen to me in this month.
I had wake up.
Enough for me to have nonsence play and fooling around.

I  found out one thing.
I, myself was the most biggest challenge in the world.
I'll get through it.
Stay calm and still, i'll work it out.

It was winter in oversea.
I will have a chance to see the snow by my eyes and by myself.
Snowing symbolize warm and romantic time for me.
Let's think about you sitting in front of the ' house fire ',
putting ur hand beside it to get warm and drink a cup of hot chocolate.
Hmmm...... how nice it could be.
Ohs my , i will have it.. i knew.

People say, story will make someone to become more interesting.
(有故事的人)
So, i like story.
I'll have a lot of story to share when i was on top.
And you know what, i was also talkative.
So, i guess i'll be a good story teller and story's background.
I mean... good story and good teller.

Listen to saxophone music now.
Damn smooth and relax, make my brain keep working.
Non stop illustarte a lot of thing ....
Yea, life is so interesting!
Most of all, i enjoy my life.
No matter it was sweet or bitter, i still move on with a frown smile.
Why not smile? Since everyday when we open up our eyes,
we still see the blue sky and the one we love at our aside.

Mmmm what a lovely November...
The sparks for the dreams lighted up and will keep on light.
I love ♥  myself so much (:



Tuesday, November 3, 2009

曾经



曾经 我拥有好多毫无限的能力
为爱奔波劳累
现在 感觉没有这样的理由或力气了

再刻骨铭心的爱 都会有尽头的一天
除非 死时都抱在一起死
但是 这美丽的神话
又有多少人会有

在一起 只需要两颗心
真的就这样吗
或许 我真的看得比较远
或许 我真的想得比较多
我没有时间 再玩爱情这游戏
与其 浪费时间倒不如一个人
过我自己的生活
爱情 不把它包装起来
其实 只有责任没有浪漫
我 不要求浪漫
不要求甜言蜜语
不要求爱的轰轰烈烈
只要份 稳当而安定的感情

我 需要个男人
成熟 稳中的男人
事业 家庭并重的男人
我想我的要求也不过分吧
只不过 我一直好像还没遇到对的人

过去 从来我都不会留恋
因为 我一直在寻找在追求未来
与其 守着未知数的他
倒不如趁早放手
这样 对他也公平

曾经 我真的很爱他
但那份爱 早就成为过去
而那时的我 也停留在过去
如果 如今我真的再爱上他
我 会把他给找回

但 未来的未知数太多了
我 不能够松懈
我得继续 往前跑
感情 我让它顺其自然
但不是对的人 我决不会心软

生命是脆弱的

原来生命是那么的脆弱
我 其实知道很久了
只是这一次 真的让我好好反省
到底活在这世上为了什么

一场意外就带走了一位我认识的朋友
我和她 并不熟悉但是她是我学长的女朋友
这件新闻很轰动 相信很多人都会议论纷纷
我没想过会在报章上会看到这样的事
更没想过 她会离开

我 替爱她的人难过
她的家人 朋友 甚至是男朋友
如果有天 我也离开了
想想我的父母 弟妹 还有好多爱我的人不知会怎样
我想 肯定痛死了
尤其是我的双亲 辛辛苦苦把我养的那么大
那份痛 真的只往心里流
那份伤 也只有他们知道

我 不想我的人生有任何遗憾
我想说 我每天都很认真在过我的生活
每一分 每一秒 我都很珍惜
我们 或许有很多选择
但往往或许 我们没有选择
她 没有选择
她 才19/20 岁  还很年轻 还有很长的路要走
可是 老天已经把她带走了

我想每个人真的需要找到活着的原因
不要 盲目的活着 盲目的郭每一天
毫无目标 毫无乐趣的
起码 我知道 我为了家人而很努力的生活
或许 这就是 我的原因 和我的推动力
我 和爱 我的父母和弟妹
尤其是父亲 他是我的命根
我不贪心 我只希望 在我还没达成我的梦想时
他 都能陪在我身边
“我很爱我的爸爸”
我只希望 给他最好的
人家都说 把好的留给你爱的人

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Dad


I love him so much.
Daddy
was a great gift from god,
i was so glad i'm her daughter.

Jus back from my home,
so sweet so warm so nice.
Daddy
hold me tight once i reach jetty.
He know i'm confusing in love,
he know i lost.
But he give me a very good place to rely on.
He told me to be strong,
he told me whatever i decide,
he is always be there for me.
Damn touch!

I love him more than i could say.
He was really number 1 in my heart,
irresplaceable.

*******************************

I feel bad about myslef this fews days.
I found out that,
i seem like a 'broom star' that appear in his life.
May be without knowing me,
his life will be better.

But honestly,
we're born to know each other.
From the first day,
when we're in the same class,
there're something happened that really unexplainable.
Take care.
I'll keep the secret in my deep heart