A R G H

whenever when i'm alone,

my life was like empty...

when its empty.......

the feeling of missing you was really so strong !

i miss you like hell !

i wish that you're here with me...

Baby

why do i love you so much ?

Go for passionate, and i still believe

Born to be in that way.

I was a person full with passionate,

passion with everything that in my soul.

Talk about fashion

Read about magazine

Care about family,the love one and even friends

Think about future

Work with full heart to get something in return.

Thus,

i have one breakable heart.

I mean it's easily breakable...

Easily to be soft hearted eventhought

 i swear that i'll not compromise anymore

Its really make me feel so contradiction

I knew this was me

It's was my character

Sometime,

i do ask myself for not to be that passionate anymore.

But yet i'm born to.

I cant really fling off that part of me.

I'm easily trapt in love

Whenever i love someone

then i'll easily get emotions,

the mixed feeling that could not be expressed by words.

I ... still believe.

Someday you and me,

will be in love again.

The feeling in between love or not

its killing me,

i'll get insane after a while with this kind situation.

I choose the way,

i'm not regret with it.

Its really wonderful but yet

that was terrible consequences that i need to face .....

That's always one question that i want to ask,

will there be the second chance for us to be together

and love by you again?

The feeling that you gave was so strong whenever

you look into my eyes,

i knew that's the true feeling that you aint really control it for,..

I get that message,

its really touch my soul.

But did you realize for that?

You always give me thousand and shit reasons

that just hope that i'll stay away from you...

Its really hurt.

Its hurt when you spoke in that way...

Althought you're not mean to

I always hoping there was one day,

we'll meet again, talk again, everything was like restart again...

I still believe ...

I still have a dream...

Good Luck & All The best

A short post
A simple post
Just to show that how much i care...

All the best & good luck
Today was the day for him
An important day as it was the competition day
He has been so busy for the past 2 months
Busy for the preparation and everything

I hope he get the prize and the name
I hope he win
I hope everything he hope, he would achieve

God bless, bless him always And take care of him too.

It was Sunday

Hey

The picture was took on sunday.

It was a dull one for me.

Nothing much special,

except early morning i had ' dim sum ' as my breakfast...

Hehe

It has been ages that i always skip my breakfast on the lovely sunday

I'm kinda exicted and not patient enough to wait for the day,

when my buddy told me that they gonna come find me in pg...

And i promise will leave one day for them...

As last,

the feeling was exactly the same like the rain after the day..

But ,

still a day for me.

I hope the next or the coming one will be more cokourfull!

Hoping for the coming Sunday,

where to go??

Maybe go and explore something new with my fren or buddy again!

Hehe

Any suggestion?

Any special and nice food to intro?

Tell me, tell me ... Tell me more!

As i guess i still not yet discover the lovely pg island yet

(:

Cheers!

Tcare and have a nice dream tonight,

- End -

A late post

Picture captured on 27 April 2010

My Birthday

Due to wireless connection down in my house,

so until now only i have a chance to post it...

Well, my minds was full with the words that i wanna share with.

Hmm... those people in that picture were all my buddy.

Will the coming days still the same?

Actly i miss those days...

I'm someone that full with passion and love,

that's my spirits ...

I born to.

Due to that strong caring feeling,

i easily get strike up by something that i did not expected.

Actly, i did not angry or mad anymore.

Bt i jus dunno how to face them.

I scare i get hurt again...

I scare i'll be let down by them again...

The feeling of escaping make me refuse to get closer with them.

Give me sometime,

I'll be better after a while.

Take care my bro.

I knew you'll view it,

thanks for supporting my blog,

I'm glad to know that.

If i'm ready,

i'll let you know when the apologise dinner can be threated.

Cheers!

Curse

♥

She will chase you around for a while ;

But when there's going to be a day

when she's gonna stop running incircles around you.

She going to get over you

and that very moment you're going to wish you had let her catch you.

AND

I promise someday you'll regret lossing me......

You'll think back and said

: " Damn... that girl really did love me!"

Time flies

Time passes so fast,

i mean damn fast!

It's almost one year...

I mean between me & him.

But the most happy moment was still in my head.

Whenever i think back or have a look,

i'll smile without my notice.

I'm happy at that time,

i mean i'm really happy.

Everything he said and did,

was still there for me to rmb for the entire of my life time.

* sound like a stupid girl stupid girl still holding tight and hope on he could turn back??

   I dont know .... =.=

I get a lot of chances to eat whatever i want.

Honestly, being pampered by a chef was really sweet!

Hahahaha

That was a sample one that he did just to try out the taste,

but i was really lucky that i get to eat first before him...

How nice would it be right?

Hehehe

   Work as a waitress in the restaurant and i was glad to know them.

The feeling was so warm like a family.

They taught and they guided as well!

I miss that time so much......

I knew i would not have a chance to look back or even go back anymore,

but please just allow me to share those memory.

It was so hard to explain by words,

i was really really happy for that period.

We both will see each other everyday, speak to each other everyday...

At first, was just like a buddy...

But yet it turn up as a admire and eventually become someone only that i need.

I knew i rely on him too much...

Well, now ... things change.

Those memory was like a dream i guess...

He was awake from it? I don't know and i wouldn't want to know anymore.

But i still miss him...... as i love him deep before.

Many people are telling me, how stupid or idiot that i'm,

Love quotes always mention about, only fool will trust in love either love or true love,

so i just admit it, i'm a damn fool !

Anyhow, i feel better when i share out.

Sharing is caring isn't it??

If you guys care about me, please let me know,

at least i'm not alone ......

Cheers!

- End -

Dragon-i

Virgin !!!

Haha i mean the first time trying in this famous restaurant.

I dont have a chance to visit this restaurant until only yesterday...

Thanks to my two bro, brotherhood!

Haha

The setting, quite special thought.

" Bing ma yong "

I look kinda tired right?

* Maybe caus of tired to talk with them, hahaha

Sia sui look ... Haha

Its blur , sorry.

Was waiting the food, and i'm too free so ...

Again ....

Until my food was there in front of me!

Haha

Was so delight... I ordered spicy & sour ramen

Its still hot .... Can you see and feel it??

Hahaha

" Xiao long pao "

Must eat item !

Wooooo ...

" Ma po guo fan "

My ramen

After finish our lovely dinner,

went for movie.

Twilight saga - ESCLIPE

Edward Cullen was damn perfect!

How nice if he is a real one??

I'll chase after him no matter how tough would it be..

Sound like being a slut?

Hahahaha

I guess so.

If being a slut can get a guy like him,

why not?

Didnt hav a try , then who knows?...

* chunckle

Simple day

That's me!

Its was saturday,

the day i work half day.

Was busy with my report.

Feel so relief after i done it,

 as its had been pending for about a week more...

Hehehe!

Was so confuse and struggle this few days.

I knew what's going on,

and yet i still act like nothing happen.

Caus no one can help me,

unless me myself.

Sometime i feel like myself was drowing...

in a deep sea that without the end.

Sometime i feel like i was really barely able to breath...

It was so torture.

It was so cruel and yet so ......

The truth telling me that,

i'm just a nobody.

Those days was like...... a dream.

People had wake up from it since so long,

but i still making dream.

I knew that i'm stupid.

So i learnt to let go everything.

But honestly its was not a easy thing,

the feeling was so distracted!

I hate it!

Bless me.

Make me safe and make me fine.

I was just an ordinary girl who with a simple heart,

to treat a simple one as her forever one.

I did not do mistakes,

i did not lie or bluff,

i did not.....

i swear i just love him as the only one.

Yet, i get these as the ending?

Sigh

Sometime god was so unfair,

maybe its my fault that i love him too much.

I guess so.

Let talk about other thing,

switch the topic.

Ohs ya, it was Bon Odori on that day.

Was planning to go,

but yet becaus of raininng,

many people cancle it.

I'm one of them!

Hahaha

Actly i did not really want to go too,

just was really too bored.

I dont have place to hang around,

or i can say i dont have a place that i feel belongs.

With my new spec

Driving is playing most role of my life as my career need it so much!

Hehe

The bright red colour make me look brighter and fairer?

New high waist pant ,

i damn like it,

but i need to be slimmer only it look perfect!

Haha

-End-

Was addicted to Airplane - B.o.b Ft Harley Williams recently.

" Can we pretend the airplane in the night sky like a shooting stars??

I could really use a wish right now... "

I wish too.

To use a wish right now..

I wish ...... eveything can go back to the starting point.

I wish i can rewind the time and get start again,

i wish i can start all over again...

I knew the answer is NO.

But is just a wish from me,

a stupid wish!

Haha.

♥

Share some love quotes with you all.

1. Love isn't finding someone you can live with, it's finding someone you can't live without.
2. Love; do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, love as long as you live.
3. Faith makes all things possible, love makes them easy.
4. Love builds bridges where there are none.
5. Once in a while right in the middle ordinary life, love give us a fairy tales.
6. To the world has one person, but to this one person has my world!
7. Love is love, love is you, i love love so i love you.
8. Love is only a chapter in a guy's life, but to a girl, it's the whole book.
9. True love doesn't have a happy ending, true love doesn't have an ending.
10. Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one.

Love ♥♥♥

Always is beautiful,

but yet i still met the ugly one.

Hope next time i could meet a better and beautiful one.

Blessed.

Stay cool

" STAY COOL "

It's a new word for me.

For the recently me.

Why??

As i wanna stay cool ! >.<

I wan to be more cool.

Be steady.

I wanna reduce those easily panic and nervous attitude.

I wanna be more calm from now onwards,

so it's a new challenge for me again.

I wanna stay cool.

No matter how tough,

how harsh or how difficult,

i'll keep remind myself to be cool and steady.

Haha!

Funny though.

But i knew i can make it.

" WAKA WAKA "

Bless me.

I'll try my very very very best.

FIFA 2010

Finally ...... it was SPAIN !!!
Ohs my, i won a few meal too!
Was wondering, if ... meal change to $$,
don't know how much i can get?
* greedy bulb
Hehehehehehe

But i was still happy,
as ... SPAIN does not let me down like other team do!
I still remember how BRAZIL make me sad and upset for the whole night.
Its ok, let see how the revenge go in future of the next 4 years!
Huhuhu

Bed Time

Was so sleepy now,

put on my pyjamas,

then wash my face,

brush my teeth

and off to the bed.

" Good night " everyone.

May you sleep tight and sweet dreams.

I wish i m happy everyday.

(:

Its really simple right?

I'm not greedy right?

But sometime still hard for me to get it.

W h y ?

Love matters??

Or Career??

Or $$??

Or..

'.'

Ok let give a stop for me to quiry myself again.

If not i might going to be sleepless again.

Once again,

Night.

The only rose

Hey

Share with you all,

this is the only favourite for me.

I don't know why i would fall for it,

but i still remember it was a story that happened in the age of 7.

I was just a little girl who really love flower,

i like colours...

And when i'm sensitive to colours,

so when i saw things come in colourful,

that really so easy can attract my eye and heart away!

That incident was.......

I accompany my mum to a flower's shop,

she wanna buy some special vase for her fake tulip.

When i was in there,

i feel like i was in a big big flower farm.

Varieties of flowers stood in front of me,

its kinda cute and funny... but its really make me so focus!

Roses are amazing!

Roses give me a special and a warm feeling.

Its really ...... nice!

How to say?

Hmmmm........... It was like deep inside my soul.

But after i found out there was a blue roses,

it really melt my heart away...

So i fall for the frist sight.

Even until now, whenever there was a bule rose,

it easily make me glazed or starred.

Blue rose represent mystery.

The blue rose does not naturally occur in nature,

 as they lack the pigment necessary to create the blue coloring.

Instead, blue roses began with florists dying white roses with blue pigments.

In recent years, blue roses have been grown using genetic engineering.

Much like it's mysterious beginnigs,

the blue rose signifies mystery or the possibility of attaining that which seems impossible,

mostly because it's a rarity in nature.

This mystery of the blue rose makes it perfect for those with a complex personality

 or that crush that seems just out of reach.

I guess one of the meaning of that,

hit me up.

It was so true!

I'm trying so hard to get along with him,

but still.... i would just only cross my finger close.

Hope that everything will be fine,

and i would not expect so much from our relationship anymore.

As i'm tired.

I knew one day,

i'll be fine again... But when can i get to that day??

* a serious question.... that hardly have the answer.

Amelia Cafe, QEII and Cucuk Udang

Hey my readers.

I m back , back to blog more often and write more about my story.

As be a blogger , is just be urself.

Share every moments with ur hearts.

Today was saturday, public holiday.

So i have plenty of time to arrange my activities,

and i'm glad that i can get to the places that have been planned.

First, i visit Amelia Cafe.

This was a small little cottage style cafe,

own by a couple of sweet husband and wife,

it was introduce by my friend quite a long time,

but until today only got a chance to visit it.

The Outlook.

It locate at Jalan Armenian, beside Cheah Kongsi

or beside Eldeweiss Cafe.

* The sun was so strong until i can't even open my eyes properly.

Opsss, haha

Please remember do not visit this cafe for dinner,

as it did not serves dinner.

Their menu was made from F&N card box,

very creative and environmental friendly right?

*It was handmade and unique!

The drink that i had.

Banana and muesli lassi

*muesli was a kind of nut

My meal.

Aglio olio with pork sausage

My friend's drink and meal.

Banana and lime milk shake.

Majoran pasta with pork meat ball.

* We both love banana?? Haha.. but for me of cause! It provide protein (:

Cheah Kongsi

Telephone booth with no telephone.

Haha

* I like this picture so much

New sitting style?

Headed to QEII

I had been to this restaurant once before,

last year in July ...

And i'm a Hai Namese (:

Any good Hai Nam's dishes can intro me,

i would go and have a try.

Sky and sea ... what a super match in here.

* I love it

My friend request me to smile like that,

Big smile = very happy,

so did you guys feel the ' very happy ' feeling??

Hehehe

The sea wind blow my hair away , -.-

Next, my friend suggest one secret place for me.

Did you all know the shell's petrol station located near Jetty there?

Okay, straight from that direction you'll see a stall on ur left hand side,

selling deep fried roti with jagung.

It was really nice!

But too bad i din get the chance to snap it.

Then from there drive slowly and carefully,

turn in a ' lorong ' that was bout fews meter away from the stall.

You'll come to a .......

Home based stall selling cucuk udang,

' loh bak ' and ' tau kua '

Hot hot hot ...

Tada !!

It really thumbs up! (:

You can either take away or eat at there,

but eat at there...

Must sacrifice a bit, as it was hot and

no a proper place to eat,

but we enjoy it with this kind of eating style,

it was really fun.

Headed back. Chulia's road

Say bye bye to today.

And both of us was really satisfy !

Great day.

* But was tired ... spending whole day

>.<